Friday, February 26, 2010

Woodbury Outlet By Taxi

Non di solo giornalismo posso vivere!

I'm trying to find myself among the many things in the program every day and many delayed due to lack of time. Now I do the work for which I studied, so that I want, I'm still missing something. I feel the unpleasant sensation of feeling full, with no real satisfaction. To reach the goal of "journalist" (quotes because not yet registered as a) I had to wait to prove myself to show my talents in the illusion that I need to get quest'obbiettivo to be realized. In truth, I aspire to the other. Do not just write lines and lines of news, information and events, to say I did it. At least to me, this is not enough. You need someone who recognizes your commitment, your professionalism. You must be aware that you may be able to live your life without depending economically on others, whether your parents or your partner. Not to sound mercenary, but when the weather begins to show on your identity card and you are no longer young enough, it is inevitable to think about your independence. Journalism is a part of me which I could not do without. Try as I might to suppress it, urgently re-emergence, to get the better of everything. But, as things stand right now, 100 from me and wants me back only 10. An abyss, where I have to deal with on a daily basis, including bills to pay and to want to satisfy some whim. Before you begin this adventure, repeating to myself that I never gave up to make my dream that even at eighty years I tried to turn it into reality. Luckily I did not have to wait that long! Yet, now that I have come true, I realized that I can not wait eighty years for a home of mine, to have children in order to ensure a peaceful future to realize that my and many studies have yielded good results. I can not wait any longer. I'm not giving up, but I just decided to broaden my horizons. To where I am not entirely clear. Meanwhile, the first step I just did: I also want more.